The New Life

Wednesday, May 25, 2005

This is threatening to make me the happiest I've been in a very long time. What THIS is, I cannot talk about presently, because I'm trying to be as calm about it as possible, but its what I've wanted for what seems like eons now. And it might be within arms reach.

This is meant to be no offense to the girlfriend I currently, being that she's most of the reason I feel this.

She seems to be one of the few people close to me that actually take me seriously and consider me bright; one of the few people in my life that speak to me directly, not through lines that won't ever reach me unless there's a break in trust somewhere along the way.

I like having people around me that tell me exactly what I'm doing wrong, regardless of conflict.....conflict is great every now and again just as long as you remember not to take yourself too seriously...that way you can change and hopefully change those you are arguing with as well. The idea is to remain individuals, but work together as much as we can. Without honest, forthright communication, as far as I'm concerned, we're worthless. This is not directed at any one person, because in all honesty, its being perpetrated everywhere I go lately....less directness, more casual inferences to a friend of a friend, less vocal contact, more undistinguisable body language.

Off of that, that's the badness.

The good news is here in at least some form, which is far better than no form at all.

The day's sky was like something out of a Marquez novel, shining down on my smiling brow like a ship bearing the news that everything was going to be good today. And despite the large quantities of sugary, fat-laced blended drinks (dial-a-name for them in your favorite coffee shop), it was definately a good day.

Because for once in the past year and a half, I have a meriad of reasons to blush and smile widely, and no goddamn thing, beit human or not, is going to take that away from me tonight.

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post by The Mix at 12:13 AM 0 A flats

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